Step one: Not carry on too much weight

To decide to do a trial, in special PCT, is not an easy task. You need to give up of a lot of things, you don't know what you will find there, and you don't know what you will leave here.
I believe that 3 years will be a good time to define everything, as, I have "a lot to give up" so, it will not be easy.
The first decision I took: Do it for my 40 years old. The plan consist to be near Yosemite on May, 23rd. I don't have details, but it will be important to be at Campo on March, 10th all of these in 2019.
So, to start small and not lose courage or motivation.
First step: where the money will come from?
So, as I wrote in the beginning of this post, I decide to pick up everything that I don't use, everything that I don't need and let them go.
The begin: I will solve conflicts that I have inside of me. I decided not to carry on any bad feeling. this trip need to change my life so, I will start on pre-trip.
Lately, I am quite stressed. I am dedicating so much to my job, and, now, they hired a new guy and I feel the pressure  and I feel threatened. I know that I am damn good but I am woman. And there is always a bigger obstacle to postpone. So, As I told on the previous post, the book "Wild" changed my life. I decide that life is to short and we not take things to our grave. We will take experiences and leave memories. And that is what I want.
So, my first exercise: I wrote a letter to one ex-boyfriend (I didn't send, of course) saying everything I needed to say. And including forgiving him for the bad things he did to me. Everyone has one map, and sometimes this map is incomplete. So, I prefer believe that his map was incomplete and he did what he needed to do.
And, today I woke up lighter. To forgive is always good.
So, this April will be dedicated to turn my backpack lighter.

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